Wednesday, December 31, 2008
haha it's laundry day!!I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well,I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you complete them or not
i'm the geek in the pink.
GEEK IN THE PINK VERSION 2009!! OH YEAH. by Dan 11:42 PM
Monday, December 29, 2008
ip man was really good.although the ending was kinda aletdown, but that was only because the movie thus far was extremely satisfying. damn great.
love a movie that is able to inject humour as well.
ball tmr!
i hast been wireless'd.
Who can live without it,
I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance
what are we? by Dan 10:46 PM
i have to say.
making a costume is no joke. all the cutting n needles n thread n cloth n satin n insanity. rawr.
lol. oh wells. it however also entailed much fun.
i have to say the costumes were a great achievement and i am extremely proud of myself. ourselves i mean. lol. especially mavis' costume. it is so totally gorgeous. rawr.
modem guy coming tomorrow! that's what's on monday. lol. wireless home network ftw! like after god knows how long.
hope the costume holds up under all that cui sewing lol.
and as usual for the past few entries, no inspiration!
shall end here.
abruptly.
or not.
whatever.
so lame.
lame chop! by Dan 12:53 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
plethora of outings and gatherings lately. not that im complaining though. lol.much violence was going on today. i think i have not been hit so many times in my life in one day. oh wells. what a day of baking, lights, snap and zi char.
no inspiration to blog sia. no power juice flowing recently. haha. oh wells.
strange. seemed like i had more in mind to write. just now anyway.
anyways. i seem to have something on monday that i have cleanly forgotten. perhaps if anyone knows they might be so kind to enlighten me. yeah.
anyway. GO FOR SUNDOWN. because im going. may 30th. yar.
blarg. no juice. till next time then. by Dan 12:17 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
i have no inspiration to blog anything. haha. oh wells. the power to write just doesn't come sometimes. so here's another one of my favourite videos. jason mraz, ladies and gentlemen.
Live high.
Live mighty.
Live righteously.
Taking it easy. by Dan 2:04 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
hurrah for totally-in-time-blog-entries.lol.
yes man was absolutely hilarious. and zooey deschanel is damn cute pls. she's the girl who acted in hitchhiker's guide as well.
anyway, presenting the best live act in the world since jason mraz. or so my opinion tells me.
seriously she is damn zai live. past week when im at home, i just youtube her same old videos all day long and never get sick of her amazing musical talent. her album's quite blah though. but her live acts are freaking amazing.
and that above, is my favourite priscilla ahn song, which isn't on the album. damn.
it's amazing what magic a person with a guitar can produce. by Dan 11:19 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
i hope i am totally in time forMY SECRET GIFT EXCHANGE PARTNER TO BUY ME A CAPO BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I NEED THANKYOU VERY MUCH.
hope im in time. lol. by Dan 11:35 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
this song is so hauntingly good. more so the music video.Priscilla Ahn - Dream
right click and save target as...
DISCLAIMER : however if you do not own the original song or album then you will have to delete this mp3 from your computer within 24 hours of downloading it as it is for evaluation purposes only. please support the artiste by purchasing their original albums. and don't support piracy. yeah.
I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing
by Dan 6:47 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008
just in time for a great movie to perk me up.swing girls was absolutely fantastic. by Dan 12:03 AM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
i guess it's time to come straight on this.im not on very good terms with my family members.
sure, i talk joke and laugh with them. but at the end of the day it's like a very diplomatic relationship. i don't tell them much about myself. in fact, i will be quite surprised if they know what's going on in my life.
among themselves, they are not very close either. the environment is just like a fucking time bomb waiting to explode. my dad frequently quarrels with my mum, my brother frequently quarrels with both parents. big, occasionally violent, quarrels. smashed furniture. shouting and screaming loud enough for neighbours to come over to make sure everything is alright.
i wish i had a family so much more cohesive and in harmony. i envy my friends who have very close families, who take neoprints together, go out for dinner together, tell all their secrets to one another. i envy my cousins who are able to turn up for gatherings with everyone in tow.
i have a family who never shows up together during cny, wedding dinners, grandparents' birthdays, etc.
but i still love my family very much, although sometimes things seem to be the contrary. i guess it's the way i choose to run away from it, rather than face it and try to make it better.
but i hate my brother. i have a brother who attempts to punch his own father. shout vulgarities at his own parents. screams in their face for the family to rot. scolds my mother vulgarites in public, at a wedding dinner no less, when she only told him to dress better instead of wearing old and broken shoes. thinks only for himself, never for others, although he will never see it that way. he will always see himself as the selfless, misunderstood genius, never hesitating to verbally assault anyone who disagrees with him on any slightest thing.
last night i wasn't at home. i was out staying over at a friend's house. i don't know what happened, but my dad told me there was a huge quarrel between my mum and my brother. my brother was trembling with anger. my mom cried so hard she couldnt breathe properly.
in essence, that was what i understood from my dad who was there. he refused to say anything else and claimed he did not know what happened.
but what family keeps it's own secrets from it's own members?
i love my mother most. but i have no ability to defend her, or my father, from my brother. not when after all that abuse, they still love him like i can never. they call for me to live with him in harmony. but i can't.
i cannot do it when he has hurt people i love so deeply.
and yet i can do nothing. i don't know what to do, and how to do it.
but i cannot run anymore. i won't. i will stand by my parents. my mother. because they are dear to me. and if i love them, it means i can be prepared for circumstances to fuck the carefully ordered life i have so cautiously built up to wall my family out of my life.
so i will not run.
and it has taken me so long, to realise what a fucking lousy son i have been.
all this while, i am the one who has living in my own world. now that this bubble has burst, perhaps i can finally wake to reality.
perhaps all this while, in choosing to run from this family whenever it broke up, bit by bit, i caused it to really break to this stage, now.
so this is a promise to myself, to my mother, that i will do all i can to treat this family better. to not run away again. to stand by my mother.
im sorry, mum. by Dan 12:08 AM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
thanks to mavis i'm now totally in a emo mood now.haha. nothing bad about that though. i totally love emo ballads.
mavis i want more emo songs!!
and the rest of you send me all ur emo songs as well.
omg.
preferably english. haha. english ballads totally instil a different feeling from chinese ballads. im totally in the english ballad mood right now.
fwah.
suddenly very inspired to re-acquaint myself with the guitar.
not that i knew the intrument very well in the first place.
someone give me money for a decent acoustic guitar and decent guitar lessons!
so in the mood that even cheesy songs like the secondary-school-cui-era i wanna be with you sound damn good right now. hahaha. by Dan 10:32 PM
whew.
been to 2 weddings in a week.
i guess it's rather fun meeting cousins that i haven't seen in a long time.
i have to say weddings rock though. the atmosphere, the celebration of love, the food, the people.
im totally having a live band at my own wedding.
haha.
hearing the song way back into love while seeing a slideshow of photos of the bride n groom made me like this song alot, even though i rather disliked it before.
i guess it's the way it is presented.
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
oh yeah. people need to stop playing i'm yours at weddings. haha. gets totally boring.
although it's still damn nice after the first few seconds of irritating-oh-this-song-again-ness.
weddings are also an excuse to dress up nicely. haha.
weddings rock! by Dan 1:13 AM