Sunday, November 29, 2009
and then utahime played into my plugs, reminding me of the times after tuition. i used to look forward to those quiet bus rides home alone at night. it was my favourite time of the day. it was also welcome peace after teaching that asshole. lol.reading my textbook for the first time for tomorrow's finals. so dead. however tomorrow's finals will finally be the final finals for me.
how's that for alliteration. hurhur.
spent the weekend doing nothing except watching endless reruns of whose line and slamdunk, rereading slamdunk, and generally feeling inspired to do all sorts of random crap except study. which explains the last minute cramming now which is not working at all. oh whatever. am in absolutely no mood to study.
ikimonogakari's new album is coming out. yayness for great music. it helps that yoshioke is cute too. hurhur.
see what i mean? by Dan 11:06 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
feels like same shit, different day, except its really same shit everyday. gotta get on to re-readingdreamcatcher. one hell of a good book, which also taught me important phrases like FUBAR and SSDD.can't believe tom yorke actually said high and dry sucks major ass. i happen to love it.
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry by Dan 2:26 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
got ass-raped by mfe so bad it wasn't even funny. oh my holy shit. i actually managed a grand total of 5 marks out of 40. granted it was a freaking hard paper, but other people could at least manage at least 10+ marks. wtf. got owned so damn hard. it helps that i was late for the paper too. wow-fucking-wee. i didnt even get owned this bad during jc math.damn. to hit 3.4 i must get As for all my remaining mods, which is sadly, although totally impossible, has about 0.001% more hope than even getting a C for mfe. fuck. double degree, scholarship, everything is now hanging in the fucking balance. perhaps its time to go soc sci. damn it. this will be the first and last econs mod i flunk. fuck.
as you can tell, getting utterly and completely dominated by a few sheets of paper within 2 hours makes for very angsty blog entry writing.
in other happier news, exams are as good as OVAH. one last open book exam on monday, which means i have no need to study for it, and then IT IS HOMEFREE.
i need new feet. by Dan 10:04 PM
what's truly important, and what's not. perhaps today i learnt something.
in other news.
TIME FOR THE DOUBLE ONSLAUGHT CMON BABY IM ALL READY FOR BGS AND MFE OWNAGE OWN ME PLS OWN ME HARDDDDDDDDDDDDD
how s/m. by Dan 12:20 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Looks like gandalf is trying to tell me something, since i havent touched my books at all today. gah. by Dan 5:53 PM
was slaughtered by the as finals. oh wells. gonna get slaughtered by bgs and mfe on thursday. havent finish studying for both. still far from it in fact, and i dont think i will have time to finish them in one day.
watever. home free after thursday night. whoopee do.
so caught up in everything i forgot monday was fma day. damn. gonnna watch it now.
in the dead of the night, the fan shakes its melacholic head back and forth, vanilla twilight playing in my plugs. and i wonder how did it ever happen.
drenched in vanilla twilight
we'll sit on the front porch all night by Dan 12:39 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
i can't help but think why perhaps it just isn't going to be.i can't help but think about the difference.
all my hopes and fears come rushing back at once.
is it that hard?
maybe of all people i should know the best.
retrospection at its finest.
i need to escape somewhere and drown myself in indie splendour. walk into a quiet shop, full of trinkets, things we don't see anywhere else. things that were carefully pieced by loving hands, and thrust unto shelves and into boxes, so that others might have the chance to appreciate them too. and the people wouldn't be intrusive, but just going about their own business. they'd be knowing, that we were all in our quiet little worlds, not wanting to be interrupted, just wanting to savour a piece of our own minds, quietly while we could. somewhere down the road then there'd be a quaint little cafe with a lady and her homemade bread, and she'd invite us to sit on her wooden chairs. we'd sip some iced tea, enjoy the peace, the quiet, watch the buildings age invisibly but surely, the occasional passerby just like us finding his own place amongst this beautiful and tidy mess. and everything in sepia, in black and white, in grayscale, and the colours are missing but that's okay because i won't need them anyway. just some nostalgia, some reminiscence, and some time away from loud noises and cars and smog and all that junk. in that charming place we'd sit and watch the sun set, and when the people have long gone and the the only sounds left are the winds yearning for company, we'd finally grab our bags and begin our slow and unwilling walk back. but our thoughts and our memories would still be left, where the ice is melting at the bottom of the glass, and our names carved into the wood of the table.
and maybe if im lucky, there'd be you in all of this. by Dan 1:25 AM
cant seem to get down to studying properly.
oh wells. i shall invoke power of adam lambert.
BABY EXAM PAPER YOU KNOW THAT
MAYBE ITS TIME FOR MIRACLES
i only hope i dont do too badly.
or that other people will do worse so that the bell curve will save my ass. HAH.
fat hope im harbouring. everyone's mugging their hearts out while i see and watch reruns of nba highlights and matrix and play my old gameboy games. how to do worse than me. omg.
randomly downloading songs off people's msn nicks nowadays. t3h boredom strikes so deeply. at least i managed to find a few good songs this way. therefore, please continue putting nice songs as nicks.
if you'd just talk to me
till we ain't strangers anymore by Dan 12:34 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
Daniel uses his analytical skills to know thatif he is blogging/on fb/on youtube, then he is not studying.
he is blogging/on fb/on youtube, thus he is not studying.
MODUS PONENS PWNS YOUR ASS IN A 100% VALID ARGUMENT. by Dan 5:38 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
bumped into a group of little girls singing ABBA's thank you for the music at kopitiam today. reminded me of how much i liked the song. and the version by amanda seyfried in the movie.won't be able to finish studying in time for my papers. slacked too much. oh wells. adam lambert sings to me MAYBE IT'S TIME FOR MIRACLES.
yes.
in other news. i am hungry.
things to do after 26th november.
DOWNLOAD ALL MY EMULATORS AND ROMS AND PLAY ALL MY OLD SNES CLASSICS.
PLAY HALO.
PLAY MORE GAMES.
RUN.
RUN MORE.
SOPXMAS.
KBOX.
NEW YEAR CLOTHES SHOPPING.
plus random get togethers i guess.
seriously broke though. i shall resolve to eat cai peng for the rest my life until i am sufficiently well to do.
cai peng ftw!
I ask in all honesty
What would life be
Without a song or a dance
What are we? by Dan 6:07 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
OMG. totally digging the new hairdo.can she be my girlfriend please?
by Dan 6:30 PM
memoirs of a man driven mad by essential matematics for economic analysis.
chiewyee says:
HAHAH
whatever
anyway i need to stop talking to u
i have got WORK TO DO
and a bf to chat
dan dan da man says:
yes so do i
wow.
great
chiewyee says:
so do you????
you have a bf to chat with???
dan dan da man says:
a nice suan to end the chat
ya
big foolscap.
i need to chat with it abt math.
HAHA I THINK THIS IS HILARIOUS I NEED TO BLOG ABOUT THIS. by Dan 2:47 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
waiting for anime to download is a pain, especially when it's going at 20-fucking-kilobytes a second.i need whiskey, run, gym, ball, sing k, sleep, wake up late, game, read manga, watch anime, go to the movies.
need an escape.
when all the odds seem stacked against you, and no matter how hard you try it doesn't seem to be working, what would you do?
I really do always pick the hardest ones eh.
persevere, determination, doggedness, dedication.
who am i kidding?
rah.
oh, did i mention i fucking hate bgs?
thanks. what an angsty post. by Dan 10:51 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
tiring.i won't lose. i'll just feel like a dumbfuck if i do. no way.
no one is here by chance. by Dan 10:45 AM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
discovering my old loves always makes my day, for a while.does that make sense? making my day for a while. the whole day has to made to say "my day has been made", so you cant "make a day for a while" and then the rest of the day was "unmade" right?
oh, the wonders of english language.
late night mugging can do wonders to your sanity. not that i mugged alot anyway. was alot more interested in youtube and facebook and blogs and webcomics.
needs my weekly anime fix.
And even though
there’s no way of knowing where to go
I promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here by Dan 11:00 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
tired. not just physically.it's tough to find motivation. tough to find the will to keep going. tough to keep it up.
i don't like feeling unsure and uncertain.
i hope it all turns out well.
exams suck. i don't really even have time to hold a proper conversation with people, because we all need to mug mug mug.
corrinne may will keep me going.
I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide by Dan 8:46 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
i love to wake up at ntu in the morning. it's very peaceful and tranquil. or maybe it's just cause hall 6 is facing a big field. i so need a quiet getaway.and the sem has drawn to a close.
last minute journal writing, and then it's time for finals. the last lap of the first race. hope i do ok then. woots.
damn lucky to have been blessed with absolutely wonderful groupmates for bgs and ltb. even though they probably won't see this. i still have to say thanks. woots.
no time for mahjong, or to meet friends, or to do much stuff. bleargh. it's ok. december! by Dan 10:31 AM
Friday, November 13, 2009
still in school, hungry, tired and cold.thank goodness for a great ltb group. rawr.
suddenly everyone is hit. oh wells.
time to buck up.
yeah.
in other news.
i want to pee.
by Dan 5:08 AM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
talking to the cytan clears my mind. that in itself is like totally mindblowing. lol. whoever expected that.DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT EMO. haha.
in other news.
i worry that i will lose to a memory, because the memory is so much more than the reality.
i worry that i just won't cut it, because things that are around never get noticed, and things that are never to be are always sought after.
i worry that i won't ever become as important, as significant, as essential, because i could never do something like that.
i worry that everything will happen, but for the wrong reasons.
i worry that i cannot create something that feels real enough.
i worry that in the end, im just someone always in the background.
just that, and nothing else.
i'll still try though, coz that's what i said i would do yeah.
so.
have heart, my dear. by Dan 4:56 PM
I really really appreciated it.
alright then. i will put in all i got.
jiayou!
能不能暂时把你的勇气给我
在梦想快消失的时候
让我的歌用力的穿过天空
为我爱的人做一秒英雄
what a beautiful mess this is
it's like
picking up trash
in dresses
such a beautiful disaster. by Dan 2:11 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
It's not a silly little momentIt's not the storm before the calm
the end of monday is drawing near, I CAN FEEL IT.
i'll have to survive ltb meeting first. but nvm. my ltb group rocks. CMONZZ BOOMZ SHINGZ.
offically ord'd from bgs project. thank goodness for imba groupmates. YARHHHH.
in no particular order, i want to sing k, skate, gym, run, sleep.
the train ride from jurong east to pasir ris takes exactly an hour.
And you know that we're doomed
My dear
We're slow dancing in a burnin room
john mayer rocks socks. by Dan 4:51 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
hi.i want monday to end.
i am very tired. rah.
haha. by Dan 11:32 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
meetings meetings meetingsfriday saturday sunday
reports reports reports
monday tuesday friday
havent played proper ball in weeks. zzz.
needs booze, a good movie, good music, good food, and good company.
needs to ball and run and gym too.
damn. is this really too demanding.
exams starting in 14 days ending in 24 days time. and i havent started studying. havent even finished homework. going to die like a dog.
rah.
what's the story morning glory? by Dan 5:30 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
omg. i can't believe it took me so long to re-download run by snow patrol.i am DAMN TIRED. rarrgh.
everything also must put in so much effort.
zzz.
I can only hope it will be worth it man. haha.
i wanted to put the lyrics of run at the back of this entry, like i always do. but this song is too damned good to extract any single bit. damn. by Dan 1:33 AM
Monday, November 2, 2009
how nice would it be if the night could never end?one can only wish.
bidding is horrible. next sem seems to be going to be very very tough. gotta grit through it out then. and i wanna finally start on that damned driving too.
needs ball. needs drinks. needs running.
but most of all, needs more chilling out at bus stops. haha. by Dan 11:38 AM