Wednesday, November 11, 2009

talking to the cytan clears my mind. that in itself is like totally mindblowing. lol. whoever expected that.

DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT EMO. haha.

in other news.

i worry that i will lose to a memory, because the memory is so much more than the reality.

i worry that i just won't cut it, because things that are around never get noticed, and things that are never to be are always sought after.

i worry that i won't ever become as important, as significant, as essential, because i could never do something like that.

i worry that everything will happen, but for the wrong reasons.

i worry that i cannot create something that feels real enough.

i worry that in the end, im just someone always in the background.

just that, and nothing else.

i'll still try though, coz that's what i said i would do yeah.

so.

have heart, my dear.

by Dan 4:56 PM

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