Friday, January 1, 2010

and i spent the last hours of 2009 and the first hours of 2010 on garena, on dota, with other like-minded gamers who can't give a shit about the festive celebrations.

ok, who am i kidding. we are losers who weren't invited to any sort of party. LOL.

oh wells. back to my roots. geeky online gaming ftw.

back to the roots is good i guess. that's where you first found yourself. for better or for worse.

should i just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere?

or would it just be better not to know. feeling like pandora's box was ripped open.

but even as pandora's evils were released, there was hope, wasn't there?

and yet, in one iteration of pandora's box, the ancient Greeks seemed to regard hope as dangerous as the rest of the evils, which was why it was sealed in pandora's box in the first place.

Perhaps every accidental cluster of people has a short period of grace, in between the initial shyness and prejudice on one hand and the eventual repugnance and betrayal on the other.

Wicked is a terrific read. many thanks to lun for the reccy.

some days all i wanna do is to fall into bed with a good book, hear the rain patter inccessantly outside the window, and just let my thoughts assail me. school's starting in 5 days, and i can't say i am glad. till then at least i can still look forward to cytan's 22nd.

perhaps.

just realised that this entry is so disjoint and without coherence.

like everything else.

happy new year then.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?

by Dan 2:21 AM

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